I'm in the hole, how the fuck did that happen!?!?!??!
I'm soooooo very pissed off right now, i wanna shot anything('cept a puppy), but still
some how my account magically lost 3 dollars, and then it was overdrawn, and now i have -$25, oh my god am I pissed off, me being OCD and the such, I have to check my bank account 3 times before I buy anything, be it even for 1 dollar, so I know i didn't overdraw, I'm just soooo pissed off right now, I used to love chase, but now I kinda wish it would come to live so I could rip out it's brain.... any who, I NEED money

So you want a conbadge, icon, full body picture, what ever $3, please, please, need monies.

here is link to art: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/shiia/

tomorrows my birthday, I thought I'd post this today because I'll be driving for half the day tomorrow then celebrating my grandparent's anniversary in the middle of nowhere where the is no internet. )= its gonna be a pretty depressing birthday, but they all have been for the past eight or nine years. Last year was pretty nice, I was living with my best friend, and I didn't expect anything because I wasn't going to see my parents or anything, but then my friend and her mom surprised me with a birthday cake which was really sweet.

Here's to the last day of being 17

If your watching me on FA I apologize for the double post.

Anywho, thought I'd post since I hadn't in a while. I went back to the neurologist and they found nothing wrong and gave me a prescription that I had an allergic reaction to and I was in the hospital until 3 am. My doctor gave me a new prescription, but I'm still kinda sick(every time I yawn I get extremely nauseous). My new prescription makes me all friendly, and is slowly making me less OCD, I didn't even know I was OCD until my doctor told me, know I'm starting to notice all the things I used to do that I don't feel the need to do any more.

wanna see something cool?
( Not for the Faint of Heart )

I'm back on the interwebs... YAY

I have a birthday present for Engelspit and a... picture for Korth, which maybe when I'm not too lazy I'll actually scan them.

Tomorrow I get to go "to hospital" I'm excited, apparently the neurologist is too busy to see me for another month, but at least I'll have some temporary relief, and hopefully I'll be working on art and stuff tonight which would be enjoyable.

That guy that I like asked me to go out with him...

There's this guy that I'm like "in love with" it makes me sad....

Anyways I have a migraine so I's gonna draw you some free art, possibly....perhaps, most likely. YOU will see it when I'm done (that means all of you, as it will contain the world)

My arthritis, which thanks to Bio II I can define far too much, is so much worse since I started school, I'll just sit in class and feel like crying because I cant stand the pain. I really need someone to talk to, like anyone, I really wish I could talk to my mom, but she'd just make me feel bad and tell me she wishes she could help. All the sudden I have these horrible pains in my legs, it's getting to the point where I'm having to look for ways to avoid walking. I looked and there's no bruises, it just hurts so bad. I guess that's all I have to complain about, took my senior pictures today, I looked like I weigh 400 pounds, it sucked.

Working on quad refs eventually I'll post offering one or two free ones, just so I can practice other peoples characters. (posted to DA and FA)

soes, its my birthday day, and ah, yeah, no body be saying the birthday be happy... so i guess its just really sad birthday, sucks for me.

I bought a new Ipod yesterday... and I hate it. Mines only half way broken, but I couldn't use it, the new ones bigger, heavier, shinier, and it just feels weird... but, I guess I should be happy.

I'm going to see the super Nintendo (superintendent) tomorrow, hopefully he'll just sign me up some guardianship papers so I can go register for school, but I have a feeling he's going to cause some serious drama.

I'm exited for the 9th, since everyone is busy on my birthday(the 8th) their going to make up for it by taking me to the zoo, I cant wait. My new favorite bear, Malaysian sun bear, it's amazing. And my sister, since she forgets my birthday every year, is making me lasagna, can't wait.

I drew my friend a picture for their wedding, I don't like it, but maybe I'm crazy, or maybe someone can tell me whats wrong with it.

thanks


Doves by ~mizsouri on deviantART

obnoxiousness... yeah I know words

I finally got my internet/computer back so I'm the happy. i think i like this picture thing
critique?

Its mi madre's birthday in a week, I bought her present and the such now I'm just looking for something to do on her birthday. I'm spending like 100 dollars for food and cake, but I don't know what to do for the rest of the day. My mom's supposed to be babysitting my nieces (5 and 6 years old) So, I kinda need to find something to do for the rest of the day, I was thinking maybe they might want to go to the park, but Would you want to go to the park on your birthday?

Although I'm trying to save some money for a mattress, any ideas of what to do would be helpful...


PLEASE

I'm at a lose for words, everything i have is gone, EVERYTHING, i'm gonna have a mental break down, I don't know what to do. i'm home school and its all gone, its like all the work i've done does'nt exist, like i did nothing. i don't know what i'm gonna do, just say i didn't go to sch0ol for 4 months? not to mention everything i've drawn, all the programs on my computer, everything. its all gone....

....

I am so completely bored. I haven't been able to sleep for the past three years, and its starting to bother me now. doing free art apparently doesn't get me anything to do if NO ONE sends me refs. I figured out why i cant sleep. supposedly I'm moving back to IN and all my life i get anxious over nothing, like if some one takes to long explaining something to me i freak out and start yelling at them, so I've been anxious about moving back. I don't know what to do about it, so I guess I'm posting this to ask if anyone has a solution to this.... help?

I don't know when your going to see this, but I finished it, despite the fact that my computer crashed just before I saved it the first time, hope you like it.

I think its cute... I might eventually start doing some free art in this form.... when I have time.

animal shiia by ~mizsouri on deviantART

this makes my brain hurt...but I still love it to the point of destruction.

I know your probably all sick of seeing me post this here, but I'm am bored so I'm doing more free art that I will most likely spent more time on, and wot be having any "assistance" that takes more than a month.
So I'm doing 2 full pictures, real media or digital media and 3 con badges real media or digital. for the first 5 people to comment, post what you want....
One full picture and one badge left!

Don't forget to look at my Gallery XD.

I'm in a lot of pain right now, on Christmas eve I found out that I most likely have arthritis. I haven't really been able to draw or type lately. I think I'm going to end up going to the hospital eventually, my kidneys and upper back are keeping me from sleeping, so I guess I'll see whats going to happen.

I went out for some Chinese food today, missing my "normal restaurant" in IN. I was cooked a little different, but still good enough for a quick fix. as we were leaving all three of us almost slipped on the ice just off of the sidewalk. As we were starting to drive away an older lady came out and fell on the ice. She dislocated her previously replaced knee. I feel really bad for the owner of the restaurant, her daughter(about 4) was standing in the window watching. I'm quite sure she is going to be sued, I really do wish that it wasn't her fault, but the ice came for dripping off the awning.